downtowning with katherine!

today, my friend Katherine and I went downtown!
We ran around, saw Lexi and Seb, and didnt get into trouble (woah!)
I had lots of fun, it was our first time to hang outside of school.
I definitly want to do it again, but this time with $$$!
$_$

Ryuk Ryuk Ryuk

do you love ryuk?
I love ryuk!

this nights.........

talking all night
groovin' together
deep conversations
I'm really happy tonight!
3 more hours until its goodbye
Happy Summer
Feel warmth

new summer...^o^

hello Y'all!
Guess what? Its Summer now ^.^
Its not been so exciting... Most of it is spent watching television, Or eating tastless filth*, but we'll let that slide.

*Footnote, I have to admit i do love Toaster Strudels

Uhm, I took a day trip to Indy with my dad but that was a fail, The comic store we wanted to go to had been bankrupt for three years, so we spent most of the time in BORDERS.

Ugh.

yeah its been a long time since I've written here, but no one reads this... I do this for my own pleasure.

SOPHIE

the one for me

Someone...just for me. I am you... And you are me. That's how I know that... Inside of me, I'm one full person. I am happy when that person smiles. I am happy when that person is near. Yes. I am happy... When that person is happy. That person is special, different from other people. You found it! The thing that makes that person special... That makes him different from the rest...is that he is him. I found him. The person that's precious and special... The someone just for me. I hope that person finds them. The things that he can't do because he is him. The things that he can do because he is him. I have found him. I fell in love with him because he is that person. Hopefully he will find them. The things that I can do because I am me, And the things that I can't do because I am me. That person will find them. And then... Hopefully he will love me... Because I am me. Out of all people and all of them... I want him to find me. And I want him to love me. This feeling inside of me... Is very soft... But sometimes it hurts. I become full of this feeling when I think of that person. Do you feel that way about everybody? No, only when I think of that person. What happens when you're with that person? I get warm... Like I'm glowing inside. What if you can't be together? It hurts. It really, really hurts right here. Like you're about to die? We can't die. We can't die because we're not alive. Perhaps not. But it feels the same as if we could. Because we are them. I hope we can be happy someday... When you find you're someone just for you. But... If we don't become happy... If the someone just for me knows all the things I can and cannot do because I am me... And he still doesn't choose me, then... Then... I will have to decide what to do... About you... And about us... What is wrong? It hurts. If the someone just for me does not choose me... I'm afraid the hurt right here will be so bad... That I'll stop working. It's a powerful feeling, isn't it? A hurt so strong it can cause you to break. There are no peope in this city... But... But through their windows, everyone looks happy inside. Are these people truly happy? And... Are they truly happy? I am surrounded by people who stay inside with them... All that I want right now, more than anything else... Is to be with him. The glow inside is brightest when that person is near... And the pain inside hurts more when he is away. I am happiest when I think about that person... I am saddest when I think about that person. That person makes all my feelings more intense. That must be what love is. So please... Let the person that I love... Be the someone just for me.
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A Warm HeartThis city has no people... But... The light burning in the homes... Is warm and bright. I am in a city with no people... But I'm not sad or lonely. My heart glows. I am one of them, but I still feel warm inside. That's because I love this person. The heart of someone who's... In love... Whether that person is alive or not... Is kind and warm. If my heart is this warm... If I can be this happy... Then I wish taht all those like me can fall in love... And that all of them will have their love returned. The love we feel may not be the same... But it doesn't matter when I'm with the someone just for me. If we can all find that special person.. Then the world will be a most joyous place. Then... This city... Will have no unhappy people. It's the special city that has... The someone just for me.

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a sadness unexplainable hurts inside.
another sadness hurts outside.
a sadness that makes others sad hurts everywhere.
sadness...
is an unexplainable word.
sadness has many types.
all of them are painful.

My trip to the zoo!

the weather is beautiful here!

this wednesday i went to the zoo!

i saw many cute animals.

my trip was good, plus i got a cheesburger (*_*)

my favorite animal was the polar bear. its fur was very pretty!
I hope i can go again.

also I went to a garden thing...

that was pretty boring....

While I was at the garden i learned how to do a flip with no hands!

it hurt my hip but it was fun.

the picture is of a seal, basking in the sun. (mucho cute-o)

Get Bourne!

Have Y'all seen the Bourne series?
I am so addicted to them!
It's exciting!
My facorite is Bourne Supremicy, then it is Bourne Identity, then it is Bourne Ultimatum.
I LOVE the end to bourne supremicy, though.
I also love the DIE HARD series.
Is that not awesome?